when i came home today at around 9pm, i expected that my son would be asleep.
and yes he was, sleeping soundly in my bedroom, adorable tucked in his blue blankie bought by his Grandmama...
you see.. i personally feel as if it has been ages since i went back to my own home, my husband has been away since Sunday. and i have an unbelievably busy week ahead, hence the coming home late.
however, i was surprisingly calm.
i went about my business.
even had time to surf.
missed my hubby.
played with my son.
and got things ready.
i wonder, what did i do differently this time? how did i manage to be so calm?
(yes, i did express my uneasiness to my friends but i think i was still calm, no screaming... yet)
is it my PMS reaction, only total opposite from my normal reaction?
or have i finally matured?
erm... maybe not since i sung stupid songs at work...
or worse! have i gotten so stressed before that i am now insane???
and then! it hit me!
my newest purchase, Blackberry Bold 9700.
No people, it's not about the materiality of the item.
It's about how much simpler my life is... thanks to it.
Some may think i'm exaggerating this, but for me, this is true. thanks to their cheap unlimited data plan, i was able to be online 24/7, and since my bestie has a blackberry, we were able to chat constantly.
Who could believe this one small gadget has given me so much balance.
BB has forced my husband to be on Facebook (OMG finally)
BB gave me a way to share my life with my family and friends
BB gave me my bestie back.
BB is so user friendly that a buta IT person like me could easily maneuver around (also kudos to my bb tutorial lecturer, aishah (bukan nama sebenar)) inside joke, sila ignore...
BB has given me renewed hope in gadgets
BB reminds me of my every appointment.
BB has given me music, and video!
you know wat, i know my husband will be the first one to tell me that other phones do the same thing too... maybe. but not for me...
maybe it's the feeling of waiting... the anticipation and finally being able to have it. gives me the sense of fulfillment. gives me a glimmer of hope that maybe i'm not so messed up after all.
p/s: here i go kissing adam good nite and getting a shut eye of my own. it's not often that i get to feel this way, so i better cherish it before it's gone. Who knows, i mite be crazy tomorrow... TUNE IN to find out!
p/p/s: adie, nice to finally meet u! and also, gambar teddy tu cute, tapi it hardly counts as one entry! :p
