we all gotta start from somewhere...

as i spent the remainder of the night being a couch potato in my parent's EXTREMELY COMFORTABLE state-of-the-art (ok, exxagerating here) lazyboy, I wondered why hubby and i didn't get the ciplak and a fraction of the real lazyboy price while we were furniture hunting.

These are my answers:

1. They're HUGE
2. They take up space
3. They're fake
4. They're HUGE (which brings me to the conclusion that my house is small)

Throughout my life, i can safely say that i am blessed, though don't get me wrong, i do crave for the extra perks in life. Having been given an opportunity to study abroad, to understand people... and to feel what it's like to stand on my own two feet. whilst i may not enjoy every second of it, i do appreciate the chance i had to experience all this.

so, i guess what i'm trying to say here, is that firstly, i didn't buy that lazyboy because i wanted the original with the 10 year guarantee just because i didn't want to settle for a second/or third even grade version of the real deal, secondly, because my house IS small, and that's only because i have to start from the bottom... from the real means that i have and thirdly, why couldn't all these thoughts come to me at a more appropriate time? not at midnite!

i believe im not done thinking... well, we'll see...

~im thankful for my resources, my family which i was born into, my friends and most importantly, my own little family that we made~

Thank you Allah for blessing me. Amin... ;)