the lowest of low

it's been quite sometime since i last felt down, angry and sad all at once.
work has been bugging me, as usual.
however, what was the most stable thing for me suddenly was shaken to the core just yesterday.
and it was the tip of a very sensitive iceberg.
maybe it's time to let go, yes...
but to ask me to let go only for a while... and without the decency to give me time to adjust, that is just low.
i am angry because eventho i am a mother first, i still have work and can not abandon at short notice.
i am sad because that person expected me to alter my feelings
and i am down because for a long time now i haven't been able to complete anything without having something else coming in the way.